A Mile of Inheritance

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A Mile of Inheritance

My aunt led me here to Holland Road—a turn I never bothered taking,

a block that hid itself behind the shrug of a corner store

and a traffic light blinking like a tired eye.

Less than a mile from where I’ve been living

like a tenant in my own history.

The street had the posture of old men on stoops—

brick shoulders slouched with time,

fire escapes curling like iron ribs

around buildings that still remember how to breathe.

My aunt said your parents were married

in the church that used to stand right there—

now a laundromat humming

with the quiet tumble of other people’s shirts.

Your mother wore a blue dress, she said.

Not white—

blue like the sky that gets caught between tenements

in summer evenings

when the city exhales garlic, motor oil, and rain.

Your father leaned against that lamppost—

the same one still standing

with its crooked grin of peeling paint—

waiting for her like a man

who knew the whole map of his future

fit inside a single doorway.

We walked the block slowly.

A neighbor—Miss Imogene,

whose voice carried the gravel of seventy winters—

said the sidewalks used to sparkle with kids

like loose change spilled from every building.

She said your mother laughed loud.

Said the windows would open

just to hear it climb the brickwork.

I tried to picture it:

1958 breathing through the hydrants,

suit jackets draped over shoulders,

innocent pop music pouring down stairwells

like chunky sweet jam from a broken jar.

Men arguing baseball under streetlights.

Women trading recipes and rumors

over clotheslines strung tighter than violin strings.

And somewhere in that orchestra of stoops and laughter

were the two people who would eventually invent me.

But when I stood there today the city was quieter—

like a jukebox unplugged, still remembering the song.

The storefronts blinked neon fatigue,

pigeons strutted like small-time politicians,

and the asphalt held heat the way old photographs hold ghosts.

A mile.

All these years I’d been circling the perimeter of my own beginning

like a dog that never noticed home was right behind it.

My mother carried this neighborhood in her bones,

spare keys she never handed out.

And now the streets are telling me

what she didn’t have time to finish.

After my aunt left, I walk the block again—

past the laundromat-church,

past the lamppost where my father waited,

past windows that no longer know my name—

trying to listen hard enough that the bricks might say it.

Trying to hear two young people laughing in the summer air

before grief, before distance, before me.

Trying to measure how a life can start

in a place so small

that you can miss it by less than a mile.

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This urban landscape of my memory of loss after my mother's funeral more than a decade ago, shared with those gardeners of words over at DVerse Poets Pub.

©2026 Christopher Reilley 

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