Negative Space

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Negative Space

The doctor said it gently, 

laying down a wash of gray—

soft, neutral, inevitable.

As if blindness were a background tone 

and not the sudden theft 

of every horizon I had ever leaned against.

My eyes—once twin galleries—

began closing exhibits without notice.

Edges smudged. Lines wandered.

Light, that old accomplice, turned state’s witness.

The page, once obedient, now played dumb.

Colors left first.

Red resigned in a quiet letter.

Blue slipped out the back door.

Green held on like a loyal dog until it, too, would not come when called.

I mistook grief for anger. Shouted at the canvas.

Dark was stealing my best material—afternoon pooling gold on brick,

sunlight shining a blue note in a stranger’s coat,

or a sly chiaroscuro of her shoulder turning away.

But darkness is not a thief, it's an editor.

Ruthless, yes—but precise.

In thinning light I notice how sound has contour.

How a footstep carries weight and weather.

How breath can lean.

How a refrigerator hums in F-sharp when the house is honest.

I pressed my ear to the world and found it textured.

Blindness did not fall like a curtain; it accumulated—

dust on a lens, snow on a fence,

until the fence was only a suggestion and the field an argument.

I learned to walk by memory’s afterimage.

Counted steps like rosary beads.

Let the banister preach its straight, unbroken gospel into my palm.

I stopped painting sunsets and started carving silence.

Wood is patient.

It does not care if you have seen the tree.

It only asks that you listen to the grain.

Under my hands it spoke in rings and riddles,

in seasons I could feel but never see again.

Chisel became my new brush.

The mallet, a heartbeat.

Each strike a syllable.

I was writing in relief, lifting figures from dark

instead of trapping them in light.

I rejected the notion of less than.

As if sight were the only sense that ever mattered.

As if the world were not still extravagantly loud,

riotously fragrant, indecently textured.

They did not know that shadow has architecture.

That absence can be sculpted.

That negative space is still space.

In losing the horizon I found depth.

In surrendering color I inherited temperature;

a warm shoulder of cedar,

or cool, blue-veined marble that feels like distant thunder.

My old paintings hang somewhere, bright with what I remember.

But the new work—you must touch it.

Trace the cheekbone of a saint with your fingertips.

Follow the river I carved until your thumb finds the bend

where it almost breaks.

Art, it turns out, for me, is not about seeing.

It is about noticing what refuses to disappear.

And if I cannot draw light anymore,

I can still build a door and let you walk through.

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A PoV Poetics prompt of experiencing the loss of one of the senses from DVerse Poets Pub.

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